Catching up with Leslie

It’s going to be short here, since it’s 12.15 in the early wee morning already. UTP has been very dull lately- it’s kind of empty, since everyone is not yet back in  the university.  I am back for the upcoming Debat Alam Sekitar ke-19, one of the most prestigious national level debate in Malaysia, and yet…how I wish I could just fly back to Kuching again. I miss Kuching!!!

A few of my close friends are here already, even my own sweet rummie. Somehow, even though I am constantly surrounded by  my friends and other DAS committee members, and even with my activeness and hyperness in facebook, still…I miss Kuching so much. I could no longer have my regular gossiping with my mum and seeing and hugging my silly Bel girl. Am missing papa’s snores and his usual nagging as well. And my other freaky stuffs back home.

Result’s coming out soon, I heard. Pray that may Lord grant me the strength to peek at my results on that day. I am kinda nervous, actually. O Lord, really don’t want to disappoint my dear mum. Papa’s kinda lenient on the issue, but mama is hogging on perfection of my exam results. [Pulls hair and screws eyes] Can’t imagine it if , and IF I didn’t achieve what she wanted. She will ignore me for a week, I guess.

I am having meetings every single day, and in one day, I may have up to 3 meetings. And for now, it was all about meetings… and meetings. I am anxious enough to get on the field and start working, instead of consecutive paperwork preparations and long tiring meetings. I have attention deficit problem. I can’t stay too long in meetings which lead to  nowhere and meetings that least involve me (specifically), and my department generally. But complaining is not a solution, so I keep silent. No point you complain to the walls, because things ain’t working that way.As a result, I might be gruffy a bit (since I am having PMT as well). No way I can keep smiling like a maniac when things are not working out well for me, and according to my way. I am no clown, I tell you.

I am supporting my young head of department as much as I can. I realise with the heightening work loads on our department, it is really crucial for our CNP members to be as resilient and patient as possible. The heavy amount of upcoming tasks are enough to drive anyone crazy. But I tend to take things lightly and slowly. Don’t rush things, peeps, and things will eventually work out. Just stay cool and easy.

Alright, ain’t going to compromise my time for sleep. I can compromise money and stuffs, and even my time, but my sleeping time is just too precious. Work can come later. Health comes first, people. Will write soon! Good night,everyone!