Too soft-hearted
Ni Zong Shi Xin Tai Ruan, Xin Tai Ruan [You are always so soft-hearted, soft-hearted]
Dou Zhe Yi Ge Ren Liu Lei Dao Tian Liang [Crying alone by yourself till dawn]
Ni Wu Yan Wu Hui, De Ai Ze Na Ge Ren [You love that person without complain or regret]
Wo Zhi Dao Ni Gen Ben Mei Na Me Jian Qiang [I know you are actually not that strong]
Ni Zong Shi Xin Tai Ruan, Xin Tai Ruan [You are always so soft-hearted, soft-hearted]
Ba Sou You Wen Ti Dou Zi Ji Kang [Taking on all problems by yourself]
Xiang Ai Zong Shi Jian Dan
Xiang Cu Tai Nan [Loving someone is always easy, but getting along is difficult]
Bu Shi Ni De Jiu Bie Zai Mian Qiang [If something is not meant to be yours, then don’t force it]
Ye Shen Le Ni Hai Bu Xiang Shui [It is late at night but you are still not asleep]
Ni Hai Zai Xiang Zhe Ta Ma ? [Are you still thinking of him?]
Ni Ze Yang Chi Qing Dao Di Lei Bu Lei [Aren't you tired from being so devoted]
Ming Zhi Ta Bu Hui Hui Lai An Wei [Knowing well that he will not come back to comfort you]
Zi Bu Guo Xiang Hao Hao Ai Yi Ge Ren [Only trying to love a person well]
Ke Xi Ta Wu Fa Gei Ni Man Fen [But too bad he is unable to give you full marks]
Duo Yi De Xi Sheng Ta Bu Dong Xin Teng [He does not know how to appreciate and treasure all your excessive sacrifices]
Ni Ying Gai Bu Hui Zi Xiang Zuo Ge Hao Ren[You are not just trying to be a good person are you]
Oh Suan Le Ba, Jiu Ze Yang Wang Le Ba [Forget it, just forget it]
Gai Fang Jiu Fang, Zai Xiang Ye Mei You Yong [Let go when you should let go, it is no use thinking more about it]
Sha Sha Deng Dai, Ta Ye Bu Hui Hui Lai [Waiting for him foolishly, but he still will not return]
Ni Zong Gai Wei Zi Ji Xiang Xiang Wei Lai[You should think of your own future]
*A song by Richie Ren that’s well-loved by my parents (my father, especially). As a human, our hearts cannot be too soft, it won’t do us any good. Sometimes, a little of selfishness is necessary to avoid people from hurting us. I, for example, wanted so much to avoid certain people who can only bring me more hurt than being supportive allies.
Back to business
Exactly, peeps, exactly. I am here in the university, waiting ever so patiently for the semester to begin. As usual, trying to compare timetables and do some changes here and there and checking and rechecking the elearning and most of those mundane but horribly important stuffs.
But this semester, dear God, for the sake of my family, I need to work harder. And this time, I must mean what I say and do what I have promised you.
Thank you for being so patient and loving, for being the same God I had known for the past 5 years.
This blog will be less frequently updated and so thank you once again to all of you who have read my blog. Thank you thank you! [Perhaps I am thinking of publishing comics via blog...hmmm?]
Wish me all the best 
Where there is a beginning so it must end
In this world, balance exists. Good and bad, old and young, ugly and pretty, beginning and ending, and so on and so forth. Chinese people, for example, believe in this existing balance which can be acknowledged via the yin and yang concept. I have returned home for holidays, and so must I depart from home in a matter of a few days in order to fulfill the balance of the universe (and also the regulation of the university because I definitely cannot attend the university without attending the lectures).
I am hoping with all of my heart, that the result will not be terrible (for I am feeling quite terrible right now. A sense of guilt for I think I should have done better. Oh bother) and I know if I did not do well, my mum will not be on speaking terms with me. Submit all to you, Lord.
And as I have begun writing this post, as the balance says, so it must end. So long dear readers! 
P.S: All the best, mates, in our examination results!
P.S2: I want my salmon!
Nabs
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